I'm alive

Yeah...I'm alive !!!!!
finding new power plants in amreeka at office...googling for plant names...manually comparing across databases...reading news reports to make sure that plants are operational...manually filling their details in a spreadsheet...
drinking loads of black coffee and diet pepsi...
listening to some good music (oh my savior).....
selling myself for lots of Indian rupees...
which turn out to be just a few US dollars (damn that currency)...
the sale deed is known by the fancy name called a 'pay package' (hey whats ur package??? - the only question we ask abt a job)....
doing the most irritating research here so that an uneducated firang can present it to others...
and thinking whats better - this research or being a garbage collector???
obviously the latter!!!!!

struggling..falling...and then just trying to stay afloat...
cursing...bitching...swearing...

yeah..this is the age of outsourcing...
outsourcing ur filth to poor Indians...
and i get a sadistic pleasure in this recession...
when the firangs realize what it is to struggle...

copying...searching...pasting...
data data and more data...
holding on...
yeah..I'm alive...
just alive